Sitting alone in my darkened room
Thinking to myself, I hate life
My soul trapped in my body
It just wants to escape
Escape from this hell on earth
I can only think,I hate life
I feel the pins go through my arm
I release the pain as the blood flows free
Tears come to my eyes
I can only think, I hate life
The note sitting on the desk would explain more
The note that would be found after my demise
Dont blame yourself mommy and daddy, it reads
You gave me everything you could give me
You are the best parents in the entire world
My time is almost up
I can only think, I hate life
I look out my window to the sky
The kingdom where I would soon be free
Free from this wretched life
I whisper, "Lord, I am ready to go."
The knife on the table would be my ticket to heaven
I pick it up and put it to my wrist
I can only think, I hate life
The knife slides deeply across my wrist
Skin parts af it were the red sea
Scarlet blood flows down my arm
There is no turning back now
I can only think, I hate life
My body is getting weak
My mind is shutting down
My soul is about to exit my body
I can only think, I hate life
Death is coming towards me now
Images flash into my mind
Happy times of past running in my head
Friends,family,great times,special places
The moments and the people
That bring smiles to my face
Reality sinks in now
What have I done to myself?
I want to turn back
Death touches me before I can run
My soul is rippd from my body
Outside of myself I look down at the bloody bed
I see my lifeless corpse
I wish I could be alive again
I can only think, I loved my life.